watashiwa aoi.
i really thought that all people were nice people, that some only act stupid or bad because they were miss treated or miss understood. i always felt sorry for those people... really i did...did
Remy was a really nice person, i meet him when i started. a real anti thief. and a real pvp enthusiast
although we died more than we won. he made me smile ~~
he was kind to me and at lvl 10 he bought me a scarf ~~
from lvl 10 to lvl 23 up i never took it off.
because remy bought it for me~~. i took it off at lvl 23 because i lost all my money to people who attacked me all the time(pot cost). but i still have it with me all the time. even if it took an extra slot.
after awhile i have 2 other friends megami and noobster ~~
we were all friends ~~ or so i thought
megami stood up for me and noobster comforted me when things were down ~~
the thing their talking bout in the pictures is the guild trading event. i really pushed for it cause i though it be cool to be lvl 2. how wrong i was. after the event and several taxes we were lvl 2 alright. but not everyone was happy because lets face it 200k from a lvl 20 something player is alota tax. also we spent forever trying to do trade runs to make money getting poped n all and even though i had fun trading the feeling was obiviously not shared.
it was also during this time noobster started to act werid. he asked me what i was like when i was mad and during one of our conversations on xife i said "you dont want to see me mad" ,as a joke, but he then he started to swear at me on xfire in all seriousness. so i blocked him. he latter apologized about it but keep doing it after he apologized. i was upset, confused even.
things were not all well inside the guild either i focused all my attention on remy because megami was lvling really fast and geting alota praise. I was afraid remy might get jealous as he was already calling megami a bot and stuff(megami is NOT a bot). i guess megami thought i was taking sides and playing favourits. i guess i was.
he had enough and left the guild. i deserved it.
i still wanted to talk to him, but one day. i made a comment bout how it was not fair that i got poped all the time. he said.
he never talked to me again
meanwhile the situation with noobster is going down the drain.
he not only did the abuse himself but he turned almost every one in the red sea server against me because he is some what popular. i couldnt lvl i couldnt do anything because he followed me around every where ksing me and saying hurtful stuff, i tried to report him to the gms but no one answered i tried to warn him about how i am going to report him he said "are you sure that in this game you even can report some one ?(i have a topic in the silkroad official furoms called online harassment, no gms answered) ,he accussed me of stealing guild money even thought i didnt. he turned many members of my own guild against me, including remy.
ps i never wanted him dead...
remy told noobster that i said something bout waring with shinsengumi. they poped me too much haahahah ~~. noobster got mad came to my furom website and spamed my email with porn and spam.. it tooked me hours to delete the spam. and block it.
i talked to remy to tell him not to give noobster my information anymore. but you can never tell a guy what to do. i hated him for it because he thought noobster was more important than me but i still liked him. one day while i was out lvling. wearing the cape that remy gave me because it was a pretty remote place i was going to noobster came out of no where and kept killing me over and over again... i cracked... i cracked because half a minute before my own guildsmen had asked me where i was i told them and now here is some one that delighted himself in my pain making it worse. i kicked half the guild, i kicked remy. it was over i told my self i dont want this i dont know him its over. haha stupid me
noobster more or less redoubled his efforts to "make me mad".so much so that i cried hahah cry baby huh, my brother saw me he asked "why are you crying n not cooking me snacks ??" he cheered me up with that ~~ i told him why. he said what that stupid game you been playing all that time is making you cry ?? i laughed. i said some guy is bullying me online and he said he will talk to him cause guys talk easier with guys. i let him, apparently he swore at noobster or something... and i apologized to noobster, i told my brother not to swear at people >< he said he didnt. someone was lying to me again.
today. i was out lvling with dargor having a really good time actually cause he summoned these strong monsters n i had a blast. we went to lvl on other monsters afterwards when noobster started following me n ksing me n swearing at me.
i had always know why noobster was doing this. not just to see me mad. i am not up myself when i say it. i say it because its happend to me before tons in primary. but always a teacher was nearby to go to to stop the harassment. i have always know it. but i chose not to belive because i thought he was more mature than that. but today. i cracked
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i dont have any idea why i am posting this but i am. i have nothing to lose cause every one in game already hates me for reason unknow to me., mybe i will start a new character and pretend to be a guy ~~ , i dont know why it has come to this. i really just wanted to have fun ~~ but i guess i was wrong. mybe i was stupid. so damn stupid to see that megami was the person really nice to me, that always talked to me. stuck up for me. mybe i should have said, to hell to remy's feelings like he did to mine when he went on nubsters side. but i stuck by remy cause he was there first. what an idiot i am. i guess you can call me a slut if you want to, but i never wanted to get all touchy with the guys. i wanted to be friends.... what an idiot i was.
aOi ~~ trust no one
Edit. i went through some spelling errors to make it more readable ~~
this is what remy had to say
Remy wrote:
Don't bite the hand that feeds you
Think about it, hope i don't find you. some of the people in shinsengumi want to kill you for insulting the guild...
funny i had hoped the story the whole story would have turned him around. still an idiot >< watashiwa...